fermenting

I've become a vodka jello jiggler. My only action is reaction to vibration of other entities. I jiggle when juggled by insistent requests for response. Ok, that's not completely true. I have mowed the lawn a few times and wrote 3 new songs. But my level of motivation and inspiration can't bend a blade of grass. The sails of my soul lay flaccid against the mast in the emotional ocean doldrums. How will I find my way out of this calm glassy-eyed bare minimum doings? This is not helping.